i keep knockin', but ...

me: did you see yourself in clay?
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1:17 PM special: I did. Is it accurate, would you say?
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 me: as accurate as lego brick construction methods allow ...

  too much hair ...

  wrong beard ...

  etc.

1:18 PM i used that pic of you and momma K behind the iron curtain to do it as i went.
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 special: well done.
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 me: i think the eyes are very good.

1:19 PM you have that friendly-yet-completely-vacant look.
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 special: that's me to a t
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me: i dreamt of you and the clay figure last nightyou told me it didn't look like you.

  and you were super-skinny K. 

and i thought, "man, i guess i haven't actually seen him in a long time."
but you didn't look gaunt like you did when you were actual reality super-skinny K.

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special: that sounds nice
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 me: yeah.

  you were happy.

  but a little on the mean side.
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special: because my drug was taken away
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  me: you can tell i directed that film.