25.7.23

Mechanics in The COVID Repair Shop

The Accomplice: Okay! The sun tea is inside (after only an hour outside in >100°F heat and blazing sun). We can safely leave it on the kitchen counter for a half hour or so (I'll set a timer); then we can put it into the fridge.
It's quite dark already, so I don't think limiting the time outdoors will be an issue.

b1-66er [1 floor above all the current the action]: Yeah.
You don't wanna jam that jar in immediately, that's for sure.
Was it too hot to handle?

TA: No. Hot, but not that hot.

b1: The last batch I made was out there for "awhile," I didn't time it, but it came back dark dark dark. (Having cherry as #3 probably helped.)
The jug was hot enough that i carried it in with silicon oven mitts. Set it on a potholder on the floor first and then on the counter making sure it was contacting the back wall.
When I put it in the refrigerator a couple hours later, the counter still had a warmish spot where it'd been sitting.
I drank the last of it with dinner last night because I hadn't had caffeine in a couple days.
Maybe that's where my headaches came from all along?
Maybe that's what's cured me.

TA: Caffeine is an interesting "drug" with some very positive characteristics

b1: That's why I mainline it.

TA: I dabble in it with my "mints"

b1: "Caffeine is brain food...
... make it your MAIN food."

TA: YEAH!

Do re mi fa so la ti om

b1-66er: <bar graphic>
This is a stress self-evaluation tool that's an optional part of my meditation app. Monthly, I'm presented a series of half a dozen (mildly stilted) situations similar to

This month I've found it difficult to keep up with the tasks I have to do

• Always
• Often
• Rarely
• Never

The answers of all the month's questions are conglomerated and given a single bar chart value (like what you see here)

Right now, I'm 13 (highest side of 'low'), 15 is moderate. Two months ago I was graded 5 when The Accomplice and I were doing the train trip. And THAT'S the lowest I've been in the two years they've done this survey ... 

The highest was 16 (which they call"moderate"), the same month when I passed out on my tilt table trial.

Although this is a far cry from Mr. Deming's Total Quality Management, I think being able to see the broad trending result is good. 

I see having my own bias spread evenly across all the answers, irrespective of mood or immediate conditions, as a +

Assuming these charts play out broadly across a population it must be true that a lot of people perceive themselves as having hard lives, or the people taking this survey is self-selecting [those who bother to meditate (and subsequently takingthe follow-on questionnaire) are not representative of the population as a whole].

Gumburu: 
I think most people would rate their lives as difficult. Though that could range wildly depending on what questions are asked. And also how, or in what context they are asked. For me- I would answer "almost always" to "did you have trouble keeping up with tasks...". But in other metrics, I would rate myself as pretty happy. And then an Integral lens would also be fascinating- depending on what level of development a person is at- what determines stress and happiness? At a traditional level, it is "did I follow the rules, and do I belong". Rational level- am I successful/productive/winning. Post Modern- do I have "meaning"... 

b1: Believe it or not...
I think of you as being the happiest person I know.

24.7.23

3 Floors + 1 Dimension up

b1-66er: 
10:00 second sleep dream
{I'm standing in a conference room with ½ dozen or so men. Everyone's pretty serious}
My brother sez, "This is what we've been working on." 
I just got it...This must be something like a design review. 
The very first thing I think is, Don't embarrass your brother...Don't embarrass your brother...Don't embarrass your brother.
He gestures for my hand and places a small cardboard model on my extended palm...
...But as I look closer at it, I can see that the object isn't cardboard, it's actually fabricated metal of some kind (maybe 3D printed?).
The entire piece is a burnished bronze and looks something like the top of a British Cruiser tank.
"Can I touch it?" I ask (even though I already am).
He sez, "Sure." but in the most Do. Not. Break. It. voice imaginable.
I'm struck that this is a model for habitation. 
Space habitation.
I had no idea he'd been working on this...
And it's filled with points of articulation.
The bottom level of three has a significant amount of piping. 
The second has nothing much more than what to look to me to be vents and bolted entry ways.
Although the unit as a whole is octagonal, it appears there're four separate living quarters on top. 
I don't think I'd ever thought of dividing a symmetrical octagon in four parts by putting a + through the middle.
The entire top rotates and as you do, the model makes a rattling sound of something heavy being on roller bearings.
I can see a highly stylized item on the outer edge of one side.
I'm shocked. "IS THAT A BARBECUE!?"
67 sez, "Of course. It's not like you can have a swimming pool on the moon."
I'm suddenly completely flooded with emotion. I start crying and hand the model to my brother to keep from dropping it as I do.
I hear one of the guys in the back of the room say, "he's crying." Another sez, "Yeah, he's like that."

b1-67er: I love your moon bbq dream

[EOD]

22.7.23

Kings me!

Smokey: <pic>
Was thinking of you a few weekends ago.  We rented a house for the weekend in Point Reyes and there was a book of Haiku 

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Never meta plane I didn't...

D4rw1n: <pic>
An airplane-shaped cloud flying over Reagan airport 

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used by permission]

20.7.23

Fear on Barbie!

This is a movie that wants to have its Dreamhouse and burn it down to the ground, too.

--David Fear

The sound of one breath, clapping

The Robot: <conversation screen shot>

b1-66er: Most true thing I've ever said.
Blame the meditation.